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Changing...Changing who I am to suit you would kill me Yet still I try and those pieces of me so impossible to replace die. The more I change, the less you care. I'm stranded in the middle of the ocean now. Lost and no hope of rescue. Floating on each wave, wishing I was whole. I pray for the end of this torment. For you to explain what it is that I have done that destroyed your interest. I am no longger me and I don't know who is left. So cold now, so bereft and tired. I cover myself in paint and make up to hide the scars left behind. And still feel adrift in the ocean. Searching fChanging...
by ~heciate
Was I ever.....?Was I ever so young and innocent All I have ever felt is old and used Did I ever have an innocence to me? Was I ever just a child Was I born this way or made? Have I ever looked at the world through rose tinted glasses Have I ever just took in the beauty of this world at my own pace Have I only ever been so disconnected from the world around me? Did I ever have a chance to savour that small delight that learning something new has? Did I always have an old and some what tarnished soul or was i once pure? Did I ever have that childish delight over discovering the world? &nbsWas I ever.....?
by ~heciate
Whats the point...What's the point in drying my eyes When soon you will only make me cry again I only see the pain that is coming I cant see the light at the end of the road anymore The darkness found me long ago Curled up into a ball, expecting your fist to fall How many times have I said that I would leave Yet when I did the pain never left So I move from person to person hoping.. That this pain will end Yet I know that no matter what i do it will be my companion on this lonely road You think there is nothing wrong with your actions so long ago You make me think it was all my faultWhats the point...
by ~heciate
Music for meI can hear the voices but cant see anyone around. I am blind to this world. Music plays in my mind And fills the void inside So many songs to play to my moods. No lights, complete darkness yet I see music as colour. I listen and think so much has come to pass One step to the beat One dream to spark One note to sing forever more Breaking out of the box and leaving behind the shell that was me These are the things music has done for me.Music for me
by ~heciate
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